And here comes the life’s one more kick to me ……….. :(
So finally she is getting married , I ‘m happy for her but I
don’t know …….. I am not able to bear
this pain…. :(
I loved her cared about her, everything was going on
right direction but Y suddenly all this happened …..
Now finally she ll be
out of my life ……. A moment to celebrate JD here I come :D
Chotu elephant - You were the beautiful thing happened to
me in my life ……. I ‘ll always cherish the moments we spent together
The old memories …….Eshaani – A sweet little girl with
beautiful glittering eyes, with lots of dreams and aspiration met me in train ,
I was a guy with an attitude who never care about girls ……. Funda of my life
was “ To achieve your dreams keep distance from girls …lol”. Slowly the
situation changed , she became part of our group and by 4th semester
we were like started talking (I mean hell lot of talking) over phone. She was
in hostel , we rarely used to meet. Things were going on and we never realized
kab ye pyaar ho gaya …. N she agreed after hell lot of hue n cry….. so almost
end of 7th semester we unofficially proposed each other n started
going out. Usko patana was a challenge to me baap re she loves but family
issues ye wo n all the dramas but finally I succeeded..:)
We started going out and I remember I officially proposed
her with bunch of red roses at Pondicherry beach on 6th April ……. I
can’t forget that beautiful moment , both of our eyes were moist , we were like
we are made for each other , but the sad part of the story was that our college
ended n tough life started , maintaining a long distance relationship was very
painful, I got pissed of many a times, even tried to break up with her but hats
off to her , she very well handled the situation and her love affection pulled
me back …. Sometimes I really admire her, How can she love me so much ? She was
madly in love with me.She was my inspiration spent life gave us
another chance n both of us got placed in Chennai , spent beautiful 2 yrs there
with her . She helped me to quit smoking , she inspired me to crack CAT , she
was the one who always had faith in me n I knew whatever may be the situation
she will stand by my side.
But life changes , after 6 days she is getting married to
someone else , and who is responsible for all this …… It’s me, I left her ……
though I tried a lot but sometimes you need to take decisions which are more
practical and I ‘ll rather say her parents are equally responsible for this ,
they shattered all our dreams. They made me to choose between career , family n
her , how can I choose one of them , all the three are necessity of life L . I ‘m sorry Ishaa , I
know I gave you a hell lot of pain, you sacrificed a lot for me but I ditched
you. I ll never forgive me for that , I m truly sorry . . You ‘ll be always missed .
By the way – Wish you a very Happy and wonder married Life
ahead :) ,
I saw your fiancee's pic . He is handsome J.
